I haven't posted in ages, but desperate times call for desperate measures.

I've let someone borrow Battle Royale, but I can't remember who. If you have it, can I gets it back prease?

My Beta died... :(

It jumped out of it's water and committed suicide while I was working today.

So the past two weeks have been a whirlwind of events and emotions.

Two weeks ago from this day I was doing nothing but working, and thinking about my New Year's Eve plans. I was extremely tired and grumpy, yet I knew it would all be okay in the end because I only had a few days of work left.

New Year's Eve and the couple days that followed was really fun. It was nice seeing people from high school again, and even nicer getting closer to some people that I had really never talked to while we were in high school together. A decent sized group of us all went out dancing, which proved to be alot of fun, despite the bad DJ of the night.

The following weekend, this past weekend, was Ohayocon. While there were minor ammounts of stress involved with getting ready for drama, and small ammounts of friend drama, I had an amazing time. P2M's performance went relatively well, although I wasn't pleased with my personal performance. I did, however, get the best massage, backrub, and headrub in the entire world from Dan...

He's a really sweet guy, but I don't know what, if anything will come out of that. He lives in effing Michigan.

Ohayocon has left me on a sort of high that has lasted throughout my training this week. I've been very upbeat besides yesterday when my tummy hurt.

The new people Area II has gained are wonderful additions to the staff. I freaking adore Kourtney. She's like a slightly different version of Tina, and she is totally rad in just about every way. Kenney is great too. Although I don't know him quite as well yet, he has been super nice, and seems to be very willing to work hard. Lastly is Buddy, the new RA. He seems to be super nice, but also very timid. Hopefully that won't be a problem. I'm sure it won't be though...

And that's about it. I've been very upbeat the past few days, and I hope that this can continue on through my classes which start on Tuesday...

The End!

So I learned something really interesting today about someone I know... I have to say that it's not an entire suprise, or one at all really, but the way I found out was a bit different than what I had ever imagined.

The theme for the past few days has been "Girl", seeing as I've been nothing but a huge ball of girl as of lately. I'm not really sure what's triggered it, but I guess I'm just in the mood to snuggle. I guess the real problem is that I can't find the right person to snuggle with. Each of my few options available have a chunk of costs associated with them, as I guess all good things do...

I guess the real word that describes my mood is melancholy.

Yeah, melancholy...

Soooo... The new Harry Potter book's title was just announced...

"Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows"

For those of you who haven't heard yet, and actually care.

Here's my Wii's friend code. Make sure you add me and send me yours so we can connect sometime! I wanna have a Mii Parade!

4268 9904 0782 3051

Leave a comment with your code if you don't mind sharing, or catch me on AIM.

My new Akira Yamaoka album came in today, and that makes me really, REALLY happy. It's amazing. Just sayin'.

Unfortunately, my CD drive is acting retarded, and is not reading anything, so I can't rip my new CD to my itunes. Suck. So in the meantime my PS2 is having to substitute as a CD player.

I know you care, and that's why you bothered, but I need you to know that I'm not struggling anymore. I finished my struggle the day I spoke up.